Tear's on Heaven's Grey Cheek

[Speech Choir Piece I Created Last 2008]

Laid at the dark.. Fed to the stray dogs.. and thrown to the trash bins..!

Man, woman!.. it is I! I whom you have killed! Do you not remember?

It is I! I whom you have defied the right to live! To see the world! To love and be loved.. it is I .. it is I..

You! How dare you impregnate her! If you don’t have any plans to sustain her! You who vowed endless love and care to that woman! Do you not have any heart? Cannot you feel her pain? Cannot your ears hear my scream? I want to live!! Live!! Live!! And you call yourself a man? You who kills a poor child? And destroys a woman’s life You, my father.. Your blood runs through me, and yet you kill me? You have made me feel hatred before I could even spell it!

Woman!(point at woman) You! Who thoughtlessly gave life to me! You.. who also.. took it away.. Cannot you feel my heart close to you? Beating with you? Our emotions are one yet you could not feel my pain.. Did you not hear my heart beating? Saying.. I want to live?! Mother.. Your blood runs through my veins and yet you killed me! You have made me feel hatred even before I feel love!

Do you not want to keep me? Am I not worth keeping?

I, an aborted child who thirsts for life.. I WANT TO LIVE! I WANT TO LIVE! I WANT TO LIVE!

Will I be remembered? Or be devoured to the bad memories of yesterday?

What have I done wrong to deserve this? Am I not your child mother? Father? Do you not love me? In vain my tears are wet on Heaven’s grey cheek.. now I.. I am only fruit who ripen even before it could grow..